you've been alone, you've been afraid, i've been a fool. in so many ways. but i.. would change... my life, ifff youuu thought you, might try to love me. so. pleaseeeeee give me another chance. to write you another song... to take back those thigns i've done. cause i'll give you. my heart.. if youuu. would let, me start all overrr again......

ohwells. i've been asked for update! DIANA! ahaha! I KNOW LAH! i haven packed my room, but still. i'd update first la for your sake alright! HAHA! last night went out with jun yong, tim and tsu ting to get dou hua (: hahah! i suggested that she pay cause she was already earning money. we had some catching up. oh ya. before taht tsu ting was at my door talking to me. she was like " eh aunty, is triton in?" when i was watching tv and abt to fall asleep. idiot. haha! anyway! it was still some cool thing that the neighbours get tgt and eat. hahah! afteroh yah! before that. my dad's worker came over, daven. he's someone who i havent met since i was like 5 6 or 7? cause he worked for my dad for like very long alr lah. then just recently he got back to work for him again. yah i did some catching up with him. and sad to know that he had diabetes. sorry. may god protect you. cause i know you'rent a bad person (: he helped me drill the holes on the wall to place my shelf (: thank you!! hahah! then ! today. i went to sch like super late. cause of the effing manchester match, in which those idiots lost. haha! got woken up by michael at like 2am. cause he was outside and asked if i wanted to eat anything cause he was coming over. then i told him to get tea and get me something to munch. haha! he bought bread thoguh. then waited for manu match to start. kinda exciting. then. that stupid kaka had to score. wth. then score again then again. then match ended and mike had to go home, luckily it wasnt raining no more. so yah. i went back to sleep till 650. then woke up and get my ass off to school. looked at my phone once and again. no msg from that idiot. so i decided, no to bother abt her and to think of otehr ppl which'd be better. sighs but still i cant lah. am i that effing stupid to not be able to do such easy stuff? got to sch had mass lecture and then had QEM tutorial. luckily i concentrated and completed before everyone did. so it was rather relieving.i managed to get the answers (: yay! satisfying. then after that, we went to fc 4 to eat. the whole foodcourt was mobbed. by people who are constantly on the go, getting food, moving in and moving out. so exasperating to have lunch with ppl all around you and you noise, needless to say. you can just imagine the damn atmosphere. pretty much like a market but was cooler and nicer smell ofcourse. after taht went for lesson and in the stupid class i dozed off a few times but teacher nv say anythign lah. hiaya. he also konws that his lesson was boring. hahah! anyway after taht at the other lesson human factor, was more interesting. oh yah! the previous teacher kept saying ANYWAY. wtf in every like most of his sentence he has to place the damn word anyway. when it doesnt even match. haha! so stupid. shows how lousy the standard of english is. but mine isnt that good either lah. just that his is worse (: hahaha! how arrogant (: after sch went all the way down to CDC for my stupid driving. met up with uncle james and went for the normal driving. but walaueh. i was exhausted. my mind wasnt thinking right. i was like half asleep while driving. haha! then stalled 4 times, which i normally wont alr? hahah! how pathetic lah. then james scolded me. ahah! who wont. then in the middle of the lesson he went to buy 4d i think he said wat he has smth impt to do. but who doesnt know its to buy 4d or toto. you think i stupid or stupid. i went to the toiilet and get my kopi and stood outside canadian pizza and read the menu. haha! I WAITED FOR LIKE 20 MINS LIKE THAT LAH! wahlueh! so decided to call HER. but she didnt pick up. sighs. was dejected and went back to wait for james. then when he came we drove off from reservior road back to cdc. haiya. nthg much lah! but then midway. my phone vibrated in my pocket (: i knew it was her return call (: hahaha! but didnt dare to check. so when the traffic light changed red. i peeped at my phone and indeed it was her. hahah! it vibrated for like 30s lah! idiot. then after that i gave him the next lesson's time and went off. called her back but she was busy studying at macs with her frens. yah lah yah lah there was guys and she seemed rather happy off there. so i was damn eager to hang up. but she kept asking why i called. hiaya. i dont know why either, then she saidd. call me back at 10 plus i was like, eh. nahs if you wanan talk to me then call me. then she was like, then like that i wont call alr. so i repied okay lah okay lah bye and hanged. sighs. took bus back and showered and ate dinner and came online. to slack. been slacking here since like 8? ahhaha! so damn long alr. i m gonna sleep soon. i m damn tired. and upset. sighs. now DIANA! my blog is updated! HAHAH! take care of your leg and stop getting sick alright! (: sms me when you need help in anything.

here. my damn NICE NEW room. welcomeeeee! ((: